not so sweet sunday

i haven't blogged for quite a while.
i've had such a bad time.
i can't eat, can't sleep, the basic i-can-not-live-without-him stuff.
the things that come with a bad break-up?
we've all seen those stuff in movies, but it's always that moment where you just, move on.
i'm scared that it won't happen to me.
because like, i got so used to him, so used to have him around.
one year is quite a time you know, and it just so hard to face the fact that he's not here anymore.
that i cant call him when ever i want to, can't kiss him.
i hate that it's forbidden now.
and what tears me to pieces that he might like another girl.
if someone out there has experienced a bad break-up, i'd like to hear how you got over it,
moved on, or fought for your love and got him back?
some ideas would do wonders.
'cause seriously, i don't want to move on, move on from him.
but i'm tired of throwing up all the time.

luvs
anna